I don’t want to talk today
A Käthe Kollwitz study
Charcoal on white paper, 21×29.7 cm, Oct. 2025 —
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My demon
There was only one choice to make, really:
Not letting him.
Neither dance or win ;
Let him the skin
Intact.
Not yet.
At his feet, three drops of blood.
He tramples, wipes his mouth
And savours the moment.
“So that’s what mortals are like?
Invincible, they say,
Yet secretly giving themselves away?”
I know he exists only in my dreams,
That he is just an echo that follows me.
Neither at night nor in the streets
A shadow can be real.
But I am his musician.
When he says: “Play me a tune”
I must answer: “Give me a reason to live, my love”
Every time I saw him happy,
I wanted to kill myself
On the inside, I swear
He was more alive than I was.
That, I couldn’t bear.
One day, gone inside.
Something had broken in my mind.
I sat on his lap,
He said: “Play me a tune”
And I smiled.
He got scared.
I escaped
The day that, still chained,
In the name of freedom,
I started tapping with the tip of my foot
My own rhythm. —
I don't want to talk today
I don't want to talk today
A Käthe Kollwitz study, revisited.
Charcoal on white paper. 21×29,7cm.
Sold with tailor-made frame. 67€
The story behind the art
This piece comes from the strange fascination I developped for XXth century german artist Kathë Kollwitz, an extraordinary woman who pictured the hard reality of people suffering the war. The original is called Love scene I. I spontaneously added a few elements and made it mine, as a way of healing old wounds and expressing what was still left in me of that suffering we all bear.
This piece is a personal favourite. I called it I don’t want to talk today ; as the poem shows, my old demon is here again : that shadow figure we see in the back.
My interpretation
The original

